Create and live

There’s a moment that passes
It’s a moment you owned
Looking back it could’ve lasted
So check the moment you are in
Dont let it be idle
Know that the moment you choose to take a risk is a moment lived.
Don’t waiver in confusion
Live like you are wild.
throw away assumptions
Cast afar your fears
Then watch your creativity emerge
As you find new places and make new friends.
Have honest conversations and discover who you really are. There’s no time for seclusion. Humans create the best moments together. Lets create a life of living moments because only we are alive. Don’t waste life on assumptions and fears, tear them out of you, it only takes a genuine desire to do so, a desire to tear out your old repetitive handiwork and discover the thrill of a blank canvas ready for a brave splash of new ink. Lets be creators. The world is in desperate need of them.

inner struggle

Letting go of the emotional/mental things I’ve hidden behind within my mind for so long is tough, frustrating, liberating and challenges my very soul. Who am i away from the confines of how i think i should be living, compared to the person i am when i am not ashamed to speak my genuine feelings, when i am the person who can let go of the fear of others peoples judgement and who can be totally genuine in the moment. (the latter is my goal). It’s scary. I’ve hidden my identity behind fears, beliefs and moral values, that I guess I never truly believed in my heart, this is why i was always struggling inside myself being very doubtful, lacking confidence too. I never discovered the man i was, as i was always busy trying to be the man i thought i was expected to be. Plus i was lazy and the struggle was a kind of habitual comfort to me, but i didn’t realize this at the time. Now It’s time to wake up, bring that man within me to the surface for once and no longer hide away in the shadows of my ‘apparent’ beliefs. All this was triggered by a single word, ‘genuine’. i really don’t think I’ve been that, to myself for 29 years. It’s time to press the reset button on my heart.